It's around this time that Yoite begins to wonder whether or not 'fate' is stronger than 'wisdom.' Are things simply meant to happen? Maybe flows like that are nonsensical. But it's a little too philosophical for him to concentrate on, and it goes against everything he's been believing in, so he tries to rest, and utterly fails.

He's not sure whether or not he's a ghost, right now, or whether he's just - existing nowhere. Is this was erasure entails? But that can't be right. He's solid, isn't he? At least, he's not passing through the floor. There's an urge to put his hands to his own stomach, to see what happens, but he can't bear it.

Though he wonders about his body. Why it hasn't crumbled, why it's - here in the first place.

The shop in Banten. The little restaurant. Miharu will be coming home to it soon, won't he? And Yoite needs that. He waits - tall, dressed in black, wanting warmth.

Sora's already gotten to the point where he's unused to waking without Lenalee either beside him, or somewhere close. There's no warm arms at his side, and he can't feel her nearby, so he sits up from his space on the floor and pulls his legs and arms into himself; a beetle draped in the soft cloth of his pajamas. A quick waker, at this age. Sleep's pushed from his eyes and he looks around and wonders whether he'll be alone, or whether someone will find him.

He doesn't dare show a note of discontentment, of course.

He'd left the apartment, after seeing Gilbert, in someone of a sheepish panic. Lenalee wouldn't like him like this. He wasn't exactly a good child, back then, but he'd been tolerable, to her. She'd been warm and kind, and 'loving,' which Yoite still didn't know what to do with.

She wouldn't like to see him so strange.

As it happens, Gilbert had been right when he said that Lenalee would probably be back soon - Yoite catches her en route. It's startling. He can't see her face clearly, but he feels warmth in the air that is so distinctly Lenalee, Lenalee, that he stops without meaning to, tries to pass her by normally and finds that he can't.

He's taller than her. He would have to look down at her, to see her. His front teeth bite down on his bottom lip, and immediately he hopes he's become unrecognizable, in his growth.

And, he takes another step, but it doesn't seem to be working out so well for him. 'Lenalee, Lenalee,' he wants to say. But his voice would sound so different, and it's somehow - embarrassing. Humiliating? He hasn't wished he was 'that child' again in a long time.

I'M PUTTING THIS HERE because i don't really know where else to put it! i want the finished product in pettan, not this. :| so.

first i will list the AU names i'm kicking around. this is here so that i can draw opinions (I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING but maybe you guys do :( ), and it's heavily under construction, forever.

with that in mind!

( maybe i'm researching too much WARHGBALRE just look at themCollapse )

[Yoite is, at the moment, very involved with her little cup of lemonade. She's sitting on a bench with Miharu (the lemonade vendor is a little ways down the sidewalk), and she's wearing the calf-length skirt that Hanabusa-san had sent with the muffler. (If it's pointed out, she'll find a way to excuse it, of course.) 

She's not chewing on the straw, but she's not really drinking, either; it's just resting inbetween her lips as she stares down her nose at the lid. Her knees are pulled close together and her shoulders are drawn in.

It's a nice enough day, but she doesn't really like it, sitting out here in the open and doing... normal things. For some reason, it puts her on edge. Maybe it's shinobi paranoia. Maybe she feels deceitful when she does normal things. At any rate, there's anxiety.

If it weren't for Miharu, Yoite wouldn't be here at all, but Miharu can't really be blamed.]

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